Wallowing In Misery Makes One Miserable-Bulletin At Eleven

Hi everybody.

I... don't know what to say that isn't depressing. I'm out of work, I hate not getting dressed up and going somewhere with an office and typing something that they pay you for but I have a roof over my head (albeit a 15 year old one that is in GREAT SHAPE!. POSITIVE THINKING!!! ) and food on the table. So I feel silly whining about life.

But I'm bored and miserable. I was not cut out to be a housewife.

On the other hand, miracle jobs in my field are appearing almost every day from friends....and I feel ridiculously lucky to even have these opportunities--and I can always hang out a full time law shingle on my own I guess, but I don't really want to do that.

I want to sink into a pit of misery and depression for awhile, but all the positive thinkers tell me to BUCK UP!!!! I sometime want to tell them...oh well, this is a FAMILY BLOG.

otoh, I don't REALLY want to spend a couple of months of my precious life in a pit of misery and depression. I already regret all the time I spent crying over fools (men! LOL) in my salad days. (WHY am I always tempted to write that, then I backspace and erase it, thinking it sounds hopelessly stupid and cliched?) This time I'm just going to write it!!

I mean, if I end up at age 80 thinking about those days back in 2010 when I was still young (ISH, SHUT UP) and hawtish (SHUT UP!) LOL I don't want to remember that I spent Jan 6, 2010 sad and depressed.

So everybody send me POSITIVE VIBES! YEAH!!! GO LORRIE!!! THE FUTURE IS YOURS!!! SEIZE THE DAY!!!!!!!

YEHAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay. I feel better now. Thanks.

Back to you in a few days with a better attitude about Life Its Ownself, the title of one of my favorite books by that great American, Dan Jenkins.

"Ya gotta play hurt." - Dan Jenkins

"What coulda happened, did." - Dan Jenkins

"All day long I've been telling myself it's only a merry-go-round. Some people fall off faster than others. No big mystery." - Dan Jenkins

"Laughter is the only thing that cuts trouble down to a size where you can talk to it." - Dan Jenkins.